ever get caught up in a daily dilemma in terms of the people you love and trust your life with...
i don't think so well i live each day of my life today always questioning myself yes, no, maybe?? it's such small simple words but actually they always tend to go together and put people in confusion which is totally not fun at all..... it hurts because i can't make up my mind and i end up hurting someone it may not be seen on the outside but deep inside i know i did.... i hate these dilemmas i love all of them but i can't seem to decide and i can't seem to see which is better because it seems like they all are better best....
1) they are such great people funny, outgoing, adventurous, street smart, strong personalities, there for me, been friends with one of them since grade one, similarities with them, never a dull day, know me well, sweet angelic devils:P kinda, hyper to the max, we click, though influence on most stuff isn't so good but they know so much about how to be a real friend but don't always act on what they say....
2) they are such angels good souls, innocent, really smart i feel dumb, good influence, there for me, but i know nothing about them, not always sharing, fun, similarities in my kid way, happy, not so outgoing, don't click so much, but they love me and they teach me right, family is pro them, really fun with some of them and though i don't talk books and celebrities, really good friends but don't always click...
3)they are the opposite gender, they are really fun, care about me, keep me smiling, influence for the better at least in most ways, are really funny, people i'd last with long, accept, though they are huge gossipers and critics, really sweet and kind, support me, though they are good and nice they can be a bit over the top on critics.....
these three are awesome groups and equal they have their unique goodness but they suggest i pick one group to be with the rest of my life because they don't seem to all click if together so i gotta be with them separately and that sucks because i want them all to be friends and love each other the way i love each one of them...
i'm only sure of one person who can click with all of them and he is the best and is always there for me i love him sooo much an i'd never trade him he always brightens a gloomy day and never leaves me hanging tries to be there for me as always:) i love him and i miss him every second of each day though he can't tell me what to do...
i need answers or i'll seriously break
i wanna run away and scream.. but i'm refined:))
hay...... so help me god:)
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